it's a hard day

[josh'sbaby]

i know the feeling i miss my baby so much, i just talked to him it always helps a little to hear his voice, i tried the whole keeping my hurt and sadness to myself and not letting him know but he told me it helps for me to let him know im missin him and hurting becasue it reassures him that im out here waiting for him and not being all scandelous, the 1st time i got to see him i went friday and sunday anticipated the following sunday all week to be told visitation was cancled due to lockdown last weekend, so im really feelin blue missin him but i keep tellin my self only 2 more days on sunday i will get to spend the entire day with him and i cant wait,

[luvinhim24/7]

well ladies im with you all too.. just missing him like crazy.. we only get 8 - 15 minute calls a month and those are gone in the first week. so it hard without any call for the rest of the month.. and it seems like the letters have been rather slow.. I get on here and write him almost everyday and yes i know he write but damn not as often as i'd like. Its been hard for me too.. Just wanted to have the deep conversation, even if its me sitting in bed with his letter. I wonder if he really knows how bad I need those letters. Of course I tell him but does he really understand that?? Anyway well today is one of those down in the dumps days and its gonna be a long one.. Im at work and after here I'll go to my second job. I just wanna bawl up in my bed and sleep so I dont think about anything. Just missing him soo much.. Lets hope the boss man will let me have off next sunday to go down and see him..

[sunshine76]

awww luvin your story touched my heart. Hopefully your boss will indead let you off next Sunday. I'll be praying for you. Its cool that you get 8 15 min phone calls a month. I would love for my Love to be able to call home. At least I get to see him every 2 weeks and he gets to hold his 8 month old son. I tell him all the time YAYA for contact visits

[luvinhim24/7]

Originally Posted by sunshine76

awww luvin your story touched my heart. Hopefully your boss will indead let you off next Sunday. I'll be praying for you. Its cool that you get 8 15 min phone calls a month. I would love for my Love to be able to call home. At least I get to see him every 2 weeks and he gets to hold his 8 month old son. I tell him all the time YAYA for contact visits

yes im grateful for those calls its only been 4 months that we have had this opportunity so I cant be too demanding.. I use to only rely on them letters but either way call or no call its hard.. But yes every other week visits are ggrrrreat. I was once up there almost every weekend but now times are tough and this economy has put my butt to work! well thanks for the prayers.. i really hope i can make it up there.. ill be without my family on Thanksgiving just to have the chance to go see him on Sunday. Telling my boss look MR. I'll work but can i have sunday off?? lets see how it all plays out.thanks again girl!

[alocsLADY]

OOO girl i feel you on that sleeping and forgetting the world..lol..sleeping makes it all go away cause you don't have to think bout it. I got a 2nd job just to stay busy and he especially likes cause he says i know you aren't doin anything cause you are too tired to kick it after wards lol... But i jus try to stay busy and stay around his family..cause it keeps me in line even though i don't spend too much time with them..

[luvinhim24/7]

Originally Posted by turtlesWIFEY

OOO girl i feel you on that sleeping and forgetting the world..lol..sleeping makes it all go away cause you don't have to think bout it. I got a 2nd job just to stay busy and he especially likes cause he says i know you aren't doin anything cause you are too tired to kick it after wards lol... But i jus try to stay busy and stay around his family..cause it keeps me in line even though i don't spend too much time with them..

yeah your right.. staying busy helps alot.. i would be home alone damn that tick tock really got to me.. I needed something extra. its one thing to be too damn tired to "kick it" but damn im too tired to cook or clean! lmao! poor apartment has been neglected!

[sellswifey]

oh my gosh that was like exactly how i feel too........I miss my hunie soo much havent even seen him or heard his voice since august i am goin crazy.....at least i still got our letters tho...it is so nice readin that there are others feelin the same as i do...thanks