hello all

[wildcatnation]

brand new here and just want to say hello to all and explain my being here. i have 2 half sisters who are currently incarcerated, 1 in florida and 1 in kentucky. they both are locked up for drugs and the stealing,wrecking and things like that that seem to go along with drug addiction. seems every single day one of them is calling or sending messages to me and my wife of all of their needs and it really pisses me off because it seems like whenever they are on the outside all they do is rip us and our loved ones off everytime we turn our heads. i guess i could go on and on but in the end i guess it all boils down to this . i hate feeling anger and resentments for them and fear of what are they setting me up for around the next turn. i am their older brother 1 of them has no father or mother and the other only has our mother left here on earth and it seems like they couldnt care less as long as they have someone else around to use. they both have lost custody of their children, my neice and nephew and i rarely get to see my neice and only get to see my nephew about once a month now. my grandmother is dying and all she ever talks about is my sister who is her only grand daughter and has never done anything but take advantage of her and steal her blind and when my sister calls she acts so concerned at first and then immediately ask for money clothes etc. she never hardly even ask about her son on anyone for that matter only ask what everyone can send her next. if anyone has any advice it would be greatly appreciated because i am stressed to the max. the other night she called and said she realized that she had left me with a huge load to carry and that she was sorry and then immediately started asking for stuff, honestly, i wanted to tell her to not apoligize because life is actually better without her around. at least shes not adding problems to the poblems that i already deal with. i hate feeling this way. thanks for reading and
God bless