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Hello All,


I am seriously suffering from withdrawl. I am only nineteen and my boyfriend is twenty. We have been together since our ninth grade of high school. In love was not the word. Although i knew his lifestyle i loved him for who he was. He was one of the biggest drug movers in pensacola fl. He lived the typical lifestyle of a drug dealer..fancy clothes, rental cars, hotel rooms etc. Back and fourth in county jail with petty drug charges, the judge kept fining him and giving him chances. Now he is in Brevard Correctional Prisoner serving a year and a half sentence for seven different drug charges. I on the other hand is a sophmore in college, no kids..waiting on him to get out in february/april. Im not happy that he put his self in this situation but i gotta be there for him because nobody else will. I have two big binders full of letters and he has only been there since june. Everybody keeps saying that these are jailhouse letters and he aint going to change and im wasting my time trying to make this work.
Why do i feel like they are all wrong? Am i wrong for secrectly wanting this to work..pushing for this to be the best thing to ever happen to me..

[faeriedragon]

all you can do is what your heart tells you, and it will be the right thing to do.