Feels like I lost everything

[lucianoe4438]

Hello I'm a mother of 4 children & I lost my children 2 the system even though they are in foster care with a relative of my husband I still feel that I have lost them. My husband is incarcerated & I just came out last month after doing 6 days in jail. I dkn how much time husband will be doing but I will find out next month wen we have court once again. He has never seen the judge cause she keeps on remanding his bail. My charges will be dismissed cause this was my first offense but @ the same time my children & my husband are not wit me & that is just driving me insane. I have 2 go 2 family court this month but I know the judge will not give me my children back cause I don't even have a place 2 stay I'm staying in different houses every nite and the shelter place told me that I'm not homeless if I have a place 2 rest my head @ nite. I told my case worker that it's messed up how the system works cause they say they will help u but @ the same time they are closing their doors in ur face. My family doesn't know that I was incarcerated & they don't even know about my husband. I haven't told them cause I feel that they will disown me for wat I have done. It wasn't my fault for wat happen but all I can do right now is deal with the situation in hand. I go everytime my husband has visitations I go & see him I also go & visit my children as much as I can but it breaks my heart wen it's time 2 leave cause they want me 2 stay but I can't cause my brother in laws wife is doing everything by the books. I feel like I have let my children down as a mother & feel that I have let my family down for not telling them wat has happened. I feel so lonely @ nite's without them that it's so depressing 4 me @ times that I don't even want 2 leave the house or get up in the mornings. I pray that all of this will be over soon & that I will get my children back cause I miss them very much.

[Rdavis44]

Father we come tonight in the name of Jesus asking you to take full control of this situation the word of God says that the heart of the king is in the hand of the Lord and he will turn whatever way he wishes.Father we ask you to give this sister the peace of God that surpasses all understanding and help her to know that you will never leave her or forsake her.Take care of the children and help her husband bring restoration to this family in Jesus name.Amen God is in control

[lucianoe4438]

Thank you so much for that prayer. May God Bless You.

[mamalion]

Originally Posted by Rdavis44

Father we come tonight in the name of Jesus asking you to take full control of this situation the word of God says that the heart of the king is in the hand of the Lord and he will turn whatever way he wishes.Father we ask you to give this sister the peace of God that surpasses all understanding and help her to know that you will never leave her or forsake her.Take care of the children and help her husband bring restoration to this family in Jesus name.Amen God is in control

Thank you so much for responding to her need..There is power in prayer...

[faith44]

Ive been where you are and just know that if you keep doing the next right thing God will take care of you and your babies . I got alot of help thru Volunteers of America they helped get me back on my feet.I feel for you and your babies ,it took me a year and five months but they are home by the grace of god.

[luvbama01]

God is able to do anything but fail, regardless of what you have done, God is a forgiving savior. Ask him for grace and mercy everyday, ask him for a peace of mind so you can rest at night. Sometime we have to go thru things in order for him to get our attention, I know he will work it out for you, and bring you and your family back together. When all else seems to fail, look to him. He is the only one who can touch the hearts of any social worker or agency. Keep your head up, and don't be ashamed of the way your life had went. We all make mistakes, some of us get caught some of us don't. As long as your children and husband know that you love them, I know you will be together again. Be thankful that the kids are with family instead of a stranger who don't care about them. That's a blessing they are with family even if your inlaw, goes by the book. Knowing that they are safe is a reason the praise GOD.